Okay, so I've noticed that I haven't updated my journal in forever. XD Like 4 months. And it's weird, but I haven't had much I wanted to put up on here. I have a MySpazz account now, that's what it's for is for updates and crap . . . XD
So, I like this guy, he's amazing; smart, funny, nice, and weird. He also has the most AMAZING eyes. And . . .Well, I think he thinks I'm a total spazz or something. Well, he's right, but I'd rather him not think of me that way. XD He's amazingly nice, and kind, and . . . he's just all around awesome. He's in my grade, just a couple months older than me. And he stares at me constantly. Which is odd.
But, the point is, is that my friends keep pushing me to talk to him. And now they're pushing him too, but, apparently, we're both too shy to talk to each other. He's a 'wussy', and I'm a self-proclaimed coward. We're even. He keeps almost coming up to me, but chickens out when one of my friends comes up and starts talking to me. And, well, today I kinda accidentally bumped into him, and he gave me the WEIRDEST look ever. Like "wtf was that? Are you INSANE??" And I looked up like "OMG D:" And I'm absolutely scared to death to talk to him, even when it's like something for school that we have to do. I told him in a note that I like him, because that's how cowardly I am, and I couldn't even give it to him. >< So, Tei and my friend stole it and gave it to him. SO, now he knows, but keeps staring at me. I'm not pretty, so he must be staring to get past the ugliness -shot-.
But, um, I need to go find the wizard of Oz so he can tell me I'm not a cowardly lion. And even though I have two lioness' to protect me, this scared little runt puppy is scared to go face the pack of wolves. :/ This pup is scared of the Big Bad Wolf, and how he could huff and puff and blow my house down. XD; Sorry, I like parts of stories and stuff to explain how I'm feeling. And even though, I'm sure the lioness' would eat the Big Bad Wolf alive if he ever did anything to hurt me, I'm still super scared to talk to him. I need courage. ;;

'Kay, so I keep drawing people, whether it's a pic of them or the actual them. And I want more people to draw!!!!! Gimme photos to drawwwwwwwww. D: Or I will DIE.
I kinda stopped drawing, except for portraits of people, since school started. I draw things every once in a while, but not all the time like I used to. I draw maybe 3 pictures a month, and that's even with having time left to do things. Because the other time, I'm trying to please everyone else and do stuff so I don't get into trouble for absolutely NOTHING. Yeah, apparently, I didn't do something I wasn't aware I was supposed to do, and was supposed to, but never got told to, so I got in huge trouble for it. Explain THAT to me. Oo;